Stayed home today, cos I've no mood.
And my appetite is weird, hadn't been eating much lately.
Ever since you left me, I can't seemed to live a life that one should live.
I miss you............so so muchhhhhhhh, that even words can't express it.

"Good friends" are the two words which I really didn't mean to say to you. I said good friends but yknow deep down in my heart, you're my love, my boy, my boyfriend.
I never ever ever treated as my good friend ever, is just how i felt at that point of time because many things were happening. But i never ever ever ever treated you as a freaking good friend at all, not at all!! I can proudly say that i treated you as my beloved boyfriend ever since we started!! And not any good friend. I regretted saying how i felt, i'm sorry. But I just wna say how i feel, I'm sorry if i've hurt you in any way. I really hope you'll understand where I'm coming from. If i could turn back the time, I would definitely say: you're my beloved and sweetest boyfriend I've ever had. Maybe is my wrong of phrasing the words, maybe i pharse the words in another manner which makes you think otherwise. Sorry if i've make you mistaken. Sorry for the miscommunication. My fault for phrasing the words wrongly. I'm so so sorry. I love you, my lover sexy boy.

Words can be so powerful at times, sometimes I tend to misuse it and people will think that they are attacked by it in a negative way. It is time to watch my words, phrase my sentences properly and think before i say.

This a video of David Cook, always be my baby, which had touched my heart...



We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be a part of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

I'm sorry, i love you.