I don't know what is happening to my health lately. Firstly, i have difficulty in breathing and secondly, i have damn bad flu. And my chest feels tight, thus causing the difficulty is breathing. Well, hope it'll get better soon.

Ytd went for church service with Evan and Swenn. Roam around Town. Thanks for cheering me up once again, Evan and Swenn. Reached home around 1 plus-2am.
Although i know i was tired, but i couldn't sleep. Everytime i close my eyes, is you i see. All i could think was you. Once i fall asleep, i'll start to dream of you. Once i start to dream of you, i'll startled myself and start crying. Once i start crying, i'll start to think of you again. Once i start to think of you again, i'll not be able to get back to sleep. And this cycle has been repeating itself every night. So in the end, i slept at 4am. But somehow, i'll wake up in the middle of my sleep. But there's nothing i could do about it. Thank God is holidays, if not i've been dead by then.

My mind is full of thoughts of you.
My heart is longing for your presence.
My nose yearns to smell your luscious perfume.
My eyes yearn to meet your bewitching eyes.
My ears longs to hear your pleasurable voice.
My mouth yearns to meet face to face with your mouth.

I miss you so badly, but what can I do?