Dear (my love one),
Every since the day we let each other go, i've been crying every night like fuck. You were all that i can think of.From my handphone keychain, to my bag, to my ring, to my necklaces- they were all from you.It reminded me of you and me. It was so hard fr me to let go, it was such a difficult step for me.You were the one, the one who showed me what's real love is. The one who protected me from everything. The one that has been there for me even though you had yr own problems. The one that always surprise me w all yr surprises, some were big and some were small surprises- but all had brighten up my day. The one who cheered me up everytime when i'm down. The one that is always giving in to me. The one that really makes me feel loved. The one that gave me a shoulder to lean on. The one that i fucking appreciate. The one that keep my accompany every single say, without fail. The one that watch movies with me. The one that accompany me for dinner. The one that always fetch me in the morning to school without fail. The one that makes breakfast for me without fail. The one that fetch me home without fail. The one that makes me feel so secured. The one that love me ever so dearly......
It is the 5th day you left me. And i'm still thinking of you. How i wish i could turn back the time, and say i'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything, for shouting at you, for talking to you so rudely, for being so mean to you at times, for scolding you, for giving you attitude. I'm deeply sorry. Now that you've gone, i really really regretted every single bad thing i did to you. But, i appreciate you so so so much. I never ever felt so sad and heartbroken before, i never ever love someone so deeply before. You were the only one, the only one who make me feel this way. Thanks for everything you did. Thanks for yr breakfast every morning without fail. Thanks for surprising me yr little surprises. Thanks for giving in to me every time. Thanks for showering me with your love. Thanks for your company w me, for movies, dinner, and bus rides. I love you so so much.......... and i'm deeply sorry......

Sincerely by,
someone who is sorry for everything she did