I used to enjoy my life so much. I used to love my life so much, with you. But thanks to you, for all that you've done, i hate my pathetic life so much. Life is so boring. I'm tired of everything, i'm seriously am. I never felt so fucking emo in my life. I don't even know the defination of emo in the first place. But thanks to you, the great work of you, you make me know what is it to be emo. THANKS SO MUCH.

The words you said today, i'll never ever ever ever gonna forget it. Even if i die, i'll rmb it. Cos the words you said are just so so so hurtful that i can't even forget it. Suprised that your words can be so inspiring to me huh? Surpirsed that your words can dash my hopes so quickly huh? I'm really tired of everything. You used to be my everything, you used to be my always there for me. But where were you when i needed someone so so badly? Where were you when it was the darkest period of my life? I don't wish to hate you nor be enemies. So take it as i'm begging you, stop saying all those hurtful words, stop doing things which hurt me.

You claimed that i'll be happy without you, but do you even know how i feel actually? You just left me like that, how am i suppose to take it? When my feelings grew so so much for you, when i dare to say i love you more than anyone does, when you mean so much to me, you just left me like that. You left me just because you want to, but have you considered my feelings? Have you ever wondered is this actually what i want? Yes maybe i've hurt you really a lot, but now i'm willing to learn from my mistakes, change and be a better girf.

People say I'm stupid and freaking dumb to do so much for you. And what i got back was these. But whatever is it, i'm willing and i've no regrets. But thanks for showing me what is it to do and sacrifice everything for your most love one. Now i know the true meaning of real love.

Avenged Sevenfold- Seize the day


Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home