I miss just a slightly step to see you. I rushed to school, thinking that i can see you. But you left unexpectedly, that was when i started to feel so crestfallen. Went to school today, to help out in the primary school activities, but was late. I was glad that you actually replied me :) thanks a lot for replying. I hope you're happy w yr exam results and study hard okay. Know that i'll be here for you always and forever, so ask me if you've any problems in yr work or anything. I'll be glad to help you, always! :)

Once again, i'm sorry for everything i've done to you, for making you to lose the undying trust you had for me, and that i had make you to be disappointed in me. I'M DEEPLY SORRY. I really hope to gain back the trust you used to had for me, and to make you believe in me that i'm willing to change for you and only you.

I don't want this moment

To ever end

Where everything's nothing, without you

I'd wait here forever just to,

To see you smile'

Cause it's true

I am nothing without you

Through it all

I've made my mistakes

I stumble and fall

But I mean these words

I want you to know

With everything, I won't let this go

These words are my heart and soul

I'll hold onto this moment you know

As I'll bleed my heart out to show

And I won't let go

What can i do to atone for all my mistakes?
I'm sorry for everything.. my love.

I couldn't get you off my mind, you were all think i can think of.
It was the sweetest dream i ever had.
Every night i'll woke up in the middle of night, because i was dreaming of you.
And then, i couldn't get back to sleep.

Today i didn't see you around in school, so i felt really weird without catching a glimpse of you.
Why didn't you come school, i'm wondering. Are you sick or not feeling well? Tired or busy?
These questions were all on my mind, yes i'm very worried about you. But what can I do?
There's nothing much i could do. Everytime when i'm alone, i want so much, so much of you to call me or sms on my cellphone. But everything takes time, but i'll be forever missing and loving you. I really miss you, I never ever miss someone so so badly till this extent. The charm you have, the special character you have, has captured my heart. I will love you from afar, i will miss you from a far, i will be worrying for you from a far.
I LOVE YOU

If the heart is always searching,

Can you ever find a home?

I've been looking for that someone, I'll never make it on my own.

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,

To be with you again?

Gonna tell you that I love you,

In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

Rmb when you said, there's never ending to our love?
You just mean a lot to me..

Today is the 9th day you left me. Saw you a couple of times in school.
Well, though deep down in my heart i know i miss you, but loving someone has to make one happy. I don't wanna be selfish. And from what i see, i think you're happy. But sometimes, i really don't know. I know i love you so so much, and i want you by my side so so much. The bus rides, where i lie on yr shoulder and you giving me the security. The times when you held my hand so tightly, which makes me feels that i mean so much to you. Yes, i miss the past, but most importantly, i miss you...

Bright cold silver moon

Tonight alone in my room

You were here just yesterday

Slight turn of the head

Eyes down when you said

I guess I need my life to change

Seems like something's just aren't the same

What could I say?

I stare up at the stars

I wonder just where you are

You feel a million miles away(I wonder just where you are)

Was it something I said?

Or something I never did?

Or was I always in the way?(Was it something I did?)

Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?

I know it feels like the end

Don't want to be here again

And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

What it takes I don't care

We're gonna make it I swear

And we could help each other off the ground so we never fall down again

I love you more than ever..... &I'll definitely wait for you.
"As long as i'm together you, i don't mind anything"

I can't believe that you're doing this to me. Why must you hurt me so badly, till the extent of doing this? I thought you'll respect me as yr girlfriend, or ex-girlfriend. Because everyone needs respect. So i'm begging you, please stop doing this to me. I really detest being treated like this. But maybe yes, i deserve it. But i realized my mistake. I'm really sorry for everything. I apologized to you, ask for yr forgiveness, why can't you just forgive me? Maybe the hurt that i've brought onto you, really is deep. But now you're doing this to me, I'm far more hurt than you. I'm asking for a second chance, for a second chance to prove myself to you. You might think is too late, but is never too late if you're willing to forgive and forget, and we'll start afresh. Hereby, i wanna say that i'm sorry to you.. for everything i've done. And i'll definitely wait for you..

I love you and i'll wait for you.








I need that second chance..

Instead of holding you, I was holding out
I should’ve let you in, but I let you down
You were the first to give ,I was the first to ask
Now I’m in second place, to get a second chance
I should've known, took you and I for granted
Gotta let you know, I was never underhanded
Tell by your tone, I’ve taken it too far again
Just when I thought I'd gone and fixed it all again

My friends are telling me they saw you with someone
Just when I thought I'd gone and wrecked it all again
You turned around so I could tell you what took so long
I don’t know why i ever waited to say
Cuz I’m just dying just to see you again

&I'm missing you.. so so much.

I thought I could be strong enough to withstand the hurt you've brought upon me.
But i was wrong, i never thought that not having you here with me would hurt so much.
I regretted everything i did to you. Never thought that I could love someone so deeply and wholeheartedly, and yes i'm crazy over you. Words can't express how much i love you....

Today is the 7th day i'm without you. I'm sure only time can tell everything, i know i have to be patient. I'll give you the time you need. Please text me when you're ready or if you still love me, cos i'll definitely reply because i'll do anything for you <3

I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And I used to feel like dreamin'
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can't just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I'll be patiently waiting.. I love you

Dear (my love one),
Every since the day we let each other go, i've been crying every night like fuck. You were all that i can think of.From my handphone keychain, to my bag, to my ring, to my necklaces- they were all from you.It reminded me of you and me. It was so hard fr me to let go, it was such a difficult step for me.You were the one, the one who showed me what's real love is. The one who protected me from everything. The one that has been there for me even though you had yr own problems. The one that always surprise me w all yr surprises, some were big and some were small surprises- but all had brighten up my day. The one who cheered me up everytime when i'm down. The one that is always giving in to me. The one that really makes me feel loved. The one that gave me a shoulder to lean on. The one that i fucking appreciate. The one that keep my accompany every single say, without fail. The one that watch movies with me. The one that accompany me for dinner. The one that always fetch me in the morning to school without fail. The one that makes breakfast for me without fail. The one that fetch me home without fail. The one that makes me feel so secured. The one that love me ever so dearly......
It is the 5th day you left me. And i'm still thinking of you. How i wish i could turn back the time, and say i'm sorry. I'm sorry for everything, for shouting at you, for talking to you so rudely, for being so mean to you at times, for scolding you, for giving you attitude. I'm deeply sorry. Now that you've gone, i really really regretted every single bad thing i did to you. But, i appreciate you so so so much. I never ever felt so sad and heartbroken before, i never ever love someone so deeply before. You were the only one, the only one who make me feel this way. Thanks for everything you did. Thanks for yr breakfast every morning without fail. Thanks for surprising me yr little surprises. Thanks for giving in to me every time. Thanks for showering me with your love. Thanks for your company w me, for movies, dinner, and bus rides. I love you so so much.......... and i'm deeply sorry......

Sincerely by,
someone who is sorry for everything she did

I know i hadn't been blogging, because i was studying for my Food and Nutrition paper.

Exams are over and done with. Now, is time to focus on other things.

&yknw i'm sitting here, feeling so down and helpless,

cos you are the one that i hold on to the most.

Thinking abt the past, abt what we did and how we loved each other so deeply,

it only makes me feel sad and my mind is so preoccupied with you.

How i wish i could turn back the time, and i wna say that i'm so sorry for everything.

For the way i treated you, i'm regretting every lil thing i did to you.

You mean so much to me and i fucking damn appreciate you so so much.

Thanks for everything, love.