31 July 2009

101th post!

This is my 101th post
Shit I'm addicted to FT Island and 2NE1



Walao Jong Hun and Minhwan......... really.... :)
Although Jae Jin doesn't fit the hairstyle, but he's damn cute!!!
Honggi's voice is damn good
And I think FT Island is the most gorgeous Korean boyband

Anw, been visiting my dad at the hospital these few days
Hope he's doing fine. Come to think of it,
I've never ever sit down and talk to him for so long.
It was the first time that I actually have such a good chat with him.
I was damn heartbroken when I saw him doing that physio therapy
Hope he can stand up and walk normally again just like how he used to.
Please pray for him. Please get well soon, daddy

(Sorry if I broke yr promise.. )

28 July 2009

It's such a shame we're worlds apart

Love it
FT Island baby!!!
Lyrics are really meaningful (Find the english translation yourself)



Jonghun really hottie
Choi Jong Hun Pictures, Images and Photos

Hi Jaejin :)
jaejin Pictures, Images and Photos

(Will you be more appreciative?)

27 July 2009

You don't even know how much you've hurt me

Anw, I finally did my shopping last weekend, like finally

Oh and I watched Obessessed the other day and I think it was pretty okay. Beyonce was damn cool la,
and Ali Larter damn pretty!! Beyonce really damn power.

And I watched Harry Potter the other day, it was okay
Pictures will be up soon (I hope)

I love Sandara Park from 2NE1 (!!!)



P.s: Ivy! Cheer up kkkkz :) Ly

26 July 2009

Damn the whole world

I alrd lost the most important thing since I was in kindergarden.
I've lost parental love, love from my parents.
Everyone has perfect happy family with their parents who love them unconditionally
But wtf do I have
Fucking stupid unreasonable shit "reasons" and methods used on me by my aunt
For goodness sake, get a life.
And stop controlling EVERYTHING I do.
You're making me hate home.
You're making me hate this fucking family of mine (except my grandma and my jiejie)
You're really tempting me to leave this home
You're making my life miserable.
You're making me so damn fucking stressed up.
You're adding more burdens into my life when
I alrd have so many fucking problems.
You think everything you do for me is for the good of me,
but have you think of whether is it really good for me?
Maybe it only benefit you, yourself, but I'm telling you now,
it doesn't benefit me at all.
I don't even feel love or care by you at all.
Only my grandma loves me, and I believe so.
If someone really love or care for you,
you'll gradually come to know it and feel it.
But I don't feel a single shit from you.
Is this what you call a family?
A family filled with no love, warmth and concern
(Damn it, always when things like this happen,
I always think of you, of how I used to cry on yr shoulder and you comforting me)
Fuck la
God, help me

16 July 2009

I'm happy if you're happy

Don't ask me about my Chinese O level oral!!!!
I screwed up my fucking O level Chinese oral yesterday.
It was a killer.
How could the teacher think that
I couldn't understand the conversation qs?!
She make sure that I could understand the question
so she said polytechinic in english after the chinese one.
How mean
(!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I used to love Jonas Brothers, :)
I still remember I joined their petition last year,
but aiya they also never come.
I was searching through my files,
and this song used to be one of my fav :)



The lyrics are really meaningful >
When you love someone,
and they break your heart,
don't give up on love
Have faith, restart
Just hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

And Joe Jonas is damn charming,


(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)

14 July 2009

Don't come back, I hate you

I saw a terribly unsightly scene today on the bus
(This might be the longest post ever since... don't know when)

An old lady was carrying a handful of heavy groceries
The bus was actually quite empty at that time,
so I presumed that's why she placed them on the seat beside her without knowing that the liquid of some cold items actually left some mark on the seat.
Soon, it reached this bus stop and
a group of commuters came up the bus,
thus the bus was quite crowded.
So this middle aged couple came up the bus, and wanted to sit beside her.
And the old lady actually lifted up her heavy groceries up and place it on the floor
so that they could sit down tgt.
But it left some wet marks on the seat, so only the guy sat down,
leaving the woman sitting on another seat.
The woman was complaining and all about the seat,
and worst still, shooking her head.
The couple started exchanging remarks on the bus
w the woman just in between them.

I was so shocked when I saw that.
How could the couple just get so pissed off
because of a seat on the bus?
What in the world is happening?
Why is everyone being so self-centered?

I feel like I just wrote a composition, hahaha.
Okay sorry I was just totally worked out.

On a happier note, school's fine.
Just that some things in school are just hard to avoid,
but I don't care!
And I'm damn scared for my Chinese O level oral tmrw!!!!!
Wish me all the best :)

(Oh, and I love my baby Taegoon!)


Ps. Asshole, thank you so much for yr help for my DPA!
Appreciate it a lotttt, <3

12 July 2009

Thank you for everything <3

I miss you, asshole :)
And thank you for:
assuring me that you'll be there for me,
being there for me when I need you,
the words which comes from the bottom of yr heart which makes my day,
the times you really made me laugh like mad,
making me so damn happy,
helping me to forget all my bad times and memories

Thank you, once againnnnnnnnnn :) :) :)

And I'm so sorry for hurting you with my words
Yknow I don't mean it, right?

Although I've lost something very dear to me,
but I gain sth very precious to me in return :)

11 July 2009

DAMN IT (!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Do onto others what you want others to do onto you

10 July 2009

You make it seem so easy

Totally addicted again :)





And 2pm!





I almost fainted

Please don't ask me what I like about you
Cos is every little thing you do
And that's just the way you make me feel
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