♥I always wanted you to be there when i fall, I always wanted you to see me through it all.

Haven't been blogging lately, cos i'm busy with my schoolwork, tests and everything else.
Many things happened these few week, both good and bad. All I have to say is that everythng happen for a reason. I just have to face the truth and the reality, is only a matter of time.
After so much things happened, I realise that actually no one is really there for me when I needed someone. People can tell me that they are always there for me and all that, but how is it true about it when I don't feel it? Yes i know you all are there for me, but somehow, not really because I really cannot feel it. Not even you.

Happy(?) New Year!

Something terrible happen today, on the 1st day of new year. And I was all alone, by myself.

Maybe you're better off without me. After all that has happened, false hopes are what i get. Everything was just a dream. I miss you but I'll definitely stop myself from thinking of you.
Life sucks to the fucking core.