Give me a moment to restart my heart

Updated private blog

Why build me up when you know you're gonna tear me down eventually?

Mixed feelings,

Damn scared for Chinese midyear tmrw
I hope at least, I'll pass
Please pray for me!!!!!!

(And I'm grounded :( )

And you're such a bastard, really
Heartless asshole
I can't hold it any longer, dammit
Damn disappointed in you,
and I regretted the time I wasted on you to try to get you back

Grace, WAKE UP LA

(Tell me why you're so hard to forget)

Bring back my Ipod to me :(

Bloody greedy person, don't know how to return to the bus driver is it
So selfish and greedy of you >:(
The whole world is getting more and more selfish

"The part that hurts the most isn't you ignoring me, but not holding me till the end"

I'm feeling better after a long and bitter cry

Headache, cough, flu and sorethroat are killing me
Feeling unwell since two days ago :(

I just started studying too, :)

"If it's a person you have to erase, then is better not to painfully keep him in your heart"

I want to fill this frame with a new picture

Swimming was great
Shopping was great
Bought a new hoodie from Pull And Bear :)

Give me a bit more time,
I'll be okay after a few days

I give up

Friends are more important than boyfriends/crushes/whatever shit lovers

No more fucking shitty posts and emo posts anymore,
(I hope) Cos the new me is stronger than before
Cheer up, Grace :)

On a happier note, thanks for all those whose been there for me. Including you :) Piggg :D , rofl

I need to know where I'm heading.
No more idling around aimlessly like a lost soul like I used to do
&One more thing, look at your conscience.
Don't act like "Oh I'm not guilty at all"
Cos you are, and should be
Everything comes around and goes around.
There is definitely karma in this world

I finally understand.
I know what to do now,
let it go,
for the last and final time.
I won't have regrets, I hope.
And will go with what I say

Sorry, but I've tried my ultimate best.
I'm worn out, totally drained out.
I've tried so many ways, so many ways to please you
and make you happy.
But sorry, I failed.
And I'm tired.
You took a hold of my emotions,
tear me down like anything,
hurt my pride like anything,
and played with my feelings like fuck,
and also, doubt my good intentions.
I never ever thought this would happen in my whole entire life.
But, this is only the beginning of life,
here are still more obstacles to overcome
I won't let this tear me down anymore

"If it doesn't become yours even after all of that hardship,
then you have to give up on it clearly and cleanly"

Self-control

I need to learn how to control my emotions and my actions
It is tough, but I guess I'll be okay



(The feeling ain't the same anymore,
I'm giving up)