Love, all lies

Service learning was great, will post pictures soon I guess :)
I had fun during sl. Went there last year too,
and it was fun seeing all the old folks again!


Flag day today, I'm damn worn out.
But yet, fulfilling to be able to do sth for the society.
Went over to Swenn's place after that,
and went home

Yknow, seriously, I trusted you again.
But however, you threw that chance away and played with it again.
How could you. Don't you think your conscience is guilty?
Please, stop lying to me.

(I know I'm trying my best to forget you alrd)

♥You really had me going, for making me believe you would be faithful

(Be smart)

I just can't forget how you betrayed and be so unfaithful to me.
I really cannot forget. No matter how hard I've tried, it seems to be haunting me.
I really really want to forget you, and all our memories.
I don't think I deserve your cheating and unfaithfulness.
This is the worst thing someone can do to your partner- Being unfaithful


I'm feeling sad again, for don't know what fuck.
But I know, I don't miss you, I just think of you sometimes.
And I really want to stop this overwhelming feeling.
Really. This is killing me......
This is really haunting me every night. Please, just stop.


Everyday I tell myself, "No, I don't miss you. I don't miss you at all. I really don't"
How much do I actually mean it?
Fuck the whole world.



Lyrics:
One, two, three, four
Take me away to January
I'm done with this year
I'm tired of everyone here
I just need some time alone
Before I'm ready to come back home

There's gotta be something else out there for me,
I could feel it in my heart
The day I started to dream.
There's more than this Midwestern town
I can't let this place keep me down

So I tell myself

There's a girl out on the coast of California,
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you
And I can hear them calling my name, tonight

Take me away I need the sand and the waves, the sunset,
And lets not forget those warm Autumn days.
I just need to get out of here
And vist the coast just to see her.

There's gotta be something else out there for me,
I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream.
There's more than this Midwestern town.
I can't let this place keep me down.

So I tell myself

There's a girl out on the coast of California
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you.
And I can hear it calling my name, tonight

There's a girl out on the coast of California
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you
And I can hear it calling my name, tonight

Take me away to January,
I'm done with this year.
I'm tired of everyone here.
I just need sometime alone before I'm ready to come back home

♥Speechless,

I had a dream, a terrible dream.
And I broke out in tears the moment I woke up

(Try filling these in)


I'll never ever forget how you build me and up and tear me down.
I'll never ever forget how you betrayed me and tell others all that tales and stories.
I'll never ever forgive and forget what you've done to me and you've hurt me.
Even though I've hurt you before, at least I apologised and promised you I'll never do it again.
But you pushed your luck.
I'll never ever forget how you took me for granted and kept me hanging on the line.

I don't wish to detest you and hate you for your life, but I don't have a choice

(I still miss you though, I really do)

♥Such a big mistake,

Bastard Bastard Bastard, go and die.
Bloody lj skinny faggot
You should just go and die, and never come back
I regretted everything I had with you, all the memories.
Omg, what a big mistake

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

How I wish I could forget all those memories
which are haunting me every single night

Seriously, I really want you so much to get out of my life.
Seriously, Bastard. Fuck out of my life.
Every night, I pray that you'll get out of my life.
Cos this is killing me.
How I wish unfaithful bastards like you never existed.
So unfaithful bastards like you will really stop hurting girls
You used to mean everything to me, being the centre of my life,
but now, I doubt so. Please, fuck out of my life.
Omg. When will I ever stop thinking of you. Omg, seriously.
I wish I never shared any memories with you before,
then I will then stop thinking of you.
How good can that be
I wish I never ever knew you before
Really, I miss the old you. You've changed, big time.
Somehow, I regretted knowing you.
How the hell have you changed till this extent?


Sorry for the foul languages, but I really cannot take it anymore

♥ You build me up, and then you tear me down just like that

I love Chase Coy. He's damn hot okay.
I couldn't find the real mv.
But whatever is it, this song is damn nice.


> Just look at him, <3

You can rest early tonight
Everything's gonna be alright
Go to sleep and dream of me tonight
Everything may not be perfect, but at least we tried

So tonight

Sweet Dreams and sleep tight
I've been trying so hard, can't get you out of my mind
And if this is how it has to be, just promise you won't forget me
And I'll leave you with this lullaby

Tonight

I know that this hurts you, it hurts me too
I wish there was something I could do to make it easier for you
Sometimes it's tough, too soon to call it love but I wanted to
Yeah I wanted to, but it's too late now to say all the wonderful things that
I thought of you