Little did I know...

This world is scary
This world is crazy
This world is selfish
This world is heartless
This is a mad world

Mad World (HQ Studio Version) - Adam Lambert

Now I know why.....

All I can say is that,
I'm utterly disappointed... once again (?)
Thanks for "everything"!!! :) :) :)

Updated Private Blog

Will you always be there for me?

Caught up with Michelle on Saturday :)
Damn long never talk to her alrd!!!
We talked about a lot of things and
I was glad I haven't lost a friend like her
:) :) :) (L)!!!!!

&To: you
Take care of yourself
Get well soon okay!!!!
Asshole :)

There are times when I hate you,
cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me
and put tears on my face

There is a time for everything

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known

I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never ask for help, I take care of myself
I don't why you think you got a hold on me

And it's a little late for conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurts
I never needed you to be there everyday

I'm sorry for the way I let go
From everything I wanted when you came along
But I am never beaten, broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong

And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So you will listen when I say, baby

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby, hush hush

No more words, no more lies
No more crying
No more pain, no more hurt
No more trying because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush, there is no other way
I get the final say because

I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush, I've already spoken
Our love is broken, baby hush hush

Okay, I'm feeling sad :(

Enough of drowning myself in sorrows

Everything happens for a reason
And I believe that whatever is happening now,
is just part of my life

To: you
Thank you for everything :)

I try to be perfect
but nothing was worth it
I wish the best for you.
And you'll always be a part of me.

I miss you, I really do

You come and go just like the wind
When will you come and stay forever?

Maybe nothing lasts forever

Let fate lead us

I almost forgot.

Yesterday was my baby's birthday

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY

김현중 (Kim Hyun Joong)

YAYYYYYYY

He's the most charming gorgeous guy I've ever seennnnnnnnnn

& I still miss you..

I never needed you to point out my wrongs

English seminar was boring,
but meaningful though.
Went sch for geog remedial too

Something in yr eyes,
that is just holding me back.
I wish I could forget all the memories...

After so much thinking, and
if the problem persist on,
then I guess is best to let go
I'll just wait, wait for 5 more days
Once the fifth day is over,
and nothing is happening,
then goodbye, forever
And I guess, I mean it this time
I don't have a choice

Just promise you won't forget me, and I'll leave you with this lullaby

Chinese O level paper was quite a killer.
Two words: Gone case

Everyone has their own patience,
and once the patience run out,
nothing can change the outcome anymore.

I guess my life's really screwed up
One day, I'll come to understand that you actually have alrd moved on
Someday, somehow, we need to move on
Let nature takes its course
I'm done with trying and putting in my best,
I've done all that I could
And since my good efforts are not appreciated after such a long time,
then I guess you never were the best for me

To think about it,
it has been almost 9 months since that day
And I haven't even get over it

How can you be so heartless?
I guess I don't know you anymore.
You've changed, changed to someone who I barely knew anymore..
I'm utterly disappointed

A promise I make to myself:
Never ever to cry for you again