30 May 2009

I'm gonna miss you like how a child misses their blanket

I feel so stressed up in my family
Why weren't you there when I was crying so damn badly?

And my results are pathetic, I need to start studying!!!
And I'm so scared of my chinese o level...

I wish I never knew you were leaving,
so I don't have to miss you so much.
But I'm really glad that you told me though.
If I never knew about yr departure,
I wouldn't be drowning myself in tears
I'm touched that you told me about it.. really.
Take care when you're there, and bon vovage!!!
Miss you

24 May 2009

I couldn't believe my ears

Happy Birthday, Ivy!
Thanks for everything, lovely
You're a very nice friend,
and thanks for the times you stood by me
Continue to be strong, and stay happy always
Love you, buddy.

Happy Birthday, Mervyn!
You're a very nice friend and thanks for everything
Study hard this year, and have fun on this very special
day with your loved ones :)
May all yr wishes come true.

Computer broke down few days back,
so didn't have the time to blog.
Now using my aunt's comp.
Attended Mervyn's and Ivy's birthday celebration.
It was fun :)

Oh, and I just had my f&n practical exam.
HAHA, I was the last one to leave the room cos
I was the last one to finish cleaning up :(
On the whole, all my dishes went well
after three practices I did on my own!

( I need my ipod back >: ( )

You're still in my dreams every now and then.
I see yr face everytime I close my eyes,
that was when I started thinking back about the memories,
both smiling and crying at the same time

15 May 2009

You're such a "beautiful" liar

I really don't know how can you forget me so easily
Why don't you teach me how?

Beyonce's songs are brillant
The lyrics are so meaningful,
it speaks about how a girl still loves a guy so deeply
no matter how much the guy hurt her

Beyonce- Broken Hearted Girl


You're everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could have been
But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
'Cause I can't erase
The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

There's something that I feel I need to say
But up til' now I've always been afraid that you would never come around
And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me
But, sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me
And still, you're in my heart
But you're the only one
And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain
'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

Oh, but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah
Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free to spread my wings and fly away, away with you....

I don't wanna be without my baby
I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath without my baby
I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you, but let me just say
I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no
I don't want a broken heart
I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No, no, no broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

12 May 2009

For one reason, because I'm fucking stupid

I'm tired, but I'm not complaining
I'll just bottle it up in me
Bottle it all up in me till I breakdown

I blame no one, but myself for believing you again

I never felt so drained out in my life before
I really feel so............ for the first time
(I can't wait to leave this place)



08 May 2009

Do you know you shine brighter than anyone does

Just finished my mid year papers
Well, I did studied this time but
I guess not hard enough.
Whatever is it, I really need to start focusing on my work
Really beat out these few days,
cos have been burning midnight oil

Oh, and I'm fucking happy that Adam Lambert (L)
in American Idol is one of the finalist!!!!!
WOOHOOOO
Kris Allen looks damn cute too :)


Kris Allen!!


Adam Lambert!!!!!!

Something in me is missing,
Idk what is it
But I just don't feel too good,
I wonder why
But I can't seem to find the answer
Idk what I'm worrying,
but my heart feels a bit awkward and uneasy

(I miss my good old times)

Doesn't mean that I don't make a sound, means I don't feel anything

02 May 2009

You're still on my mind

Happy Birthday, Theodore!
I know is late, I'm sorry!
Thanks for all the times you've been there for me
Thanks for all yr advices and support you've gave to me
Thanks for being my friend and
making me laugh with your silly and lame jokes
May you be happy always, and once again,
Happy Birthday :)