I have enough of this heart breaking scene,

After today, I know what to expect
And I'll know how to accept it even though is difficult
From what I see, to what I hear, to what I feel,
it drives me nuts and is tearing me down
I can only conclude one thing
You were just a liar and only playing with my damn feelings,
unfaithful and you're only using me. Damn it

Damn you, bastard! :o

Let it go and everything will soon be over,

1) Let it go
2) Set your priorities right
3) Know that someone else is definitely better
4) Cheer up and be happy, because the future is near but never certain
5) Forget you once and for all

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I hate you for hurting me and failing me always,
(I'm very disappointed)

Why weren't you there when I needed you the fucking most?

Is been such a long time since I've cried so badly,
and yet after so long,
I'm still crying for the same damn old reason


I want to be over it, really

I was speechless, and I totally went blank out

I was speechless, really speechless
The moment I saw that very hurtful sentence,
my mind went blank
I broke down, I broke down in tears

Now I know, she is more important than me to you
Still claiming that you'll choose me over her?
You're a liar, a chance taker and a heartbreaker
I never ever want to do anything with you ever again
You make me to this extent
For the first time in my sixteen years of life,
someone could actually say such hurtful sentence
How could you just tear me down like that?

Why? Why do you have to hurt me till this extent?
To forgive and forget this whole situation,
I won't ever be able to do that
Not contacting one another ever again,
is the best solution for us
I'll suffer myself, alone, without you knowing
This is bringing me nowhere
I know one fine day, I'll be able to forget you
One fine day............

At that point when you said that very sentence,
("seriously, I DONTT .........."),
I know I've to let you go this very final last time
Goodbye

Always know that,

And will always do
(Unless one day, I think you don't derserve it)
I love you

I'm at the verge of letting you go

(Read my words like how you'll read my heart)

This is really killing me
I am trying my very best not to miss you
But I've failed

I told myself that I'll never ever shed a single tear for you anymore
I thought I'll be able to do it
But I've failed
I told myself that I'll never ever fall too deep in love with you again
But I've failed

I'm beat out, really beat out
Everyday, I will try putting a smile on your face
And I've did my best
But it seems like you don't even appreciate

I really tried.... :(

May my love for you remain, no matter how cruel reality is

Change of blogskin :)
I like my new blogskin,
new blog skin, new fresh start.

Caught Marley and Me at Cathay.
Nice show, it made me love dogs more, haha
The feeling of sitting in a cinema again feels weird,
is been a long time since I've stepped into the cinema.
But still, I had a great time :)
I wanna watch Coming Soon, horror movie.
Is been a long time since I've watched a horror movie!

I've learn to look things on the brighter side, and I glad I've learn how to let go.
Because, it has made me stronger :)
If we are meant to be together, we will be, I'm sure about it

Love, all lies

Service learning was great, will post pictures soon I guess :)
I had fun during sl. Went there last year too,
and it was fun seeing all the old folks again!


Flag day today, I'm damn worn out.
But yet, fulfilling to be able to do sth for the society.
Went over to Swenn's place after that,
and went home

Yknow, seriously, I trusted you again.
But however, you threw that chance away and played with it again.
How could you. Don't you think your conscience is guilty?
Please, stop lying to me.

(I know I'm trying my best to forget you alrd)

♥You really had me going, for making me believe you would be faithful

(Be smart)

I just can't forget how you betrayed and be so unfaithful to me.
I really cannot forget. No matter how hard I've tried, it seems to be haunting me.
I really really want to forget you, and all our memories.
I don't think I deserve your cheating and unfaithfulness.
This is the worst thing someone can do to your partner- Being unfaithful


I'm feeling sad again, for don't know what fuck.
But I know, I don't miss you, I just think of you sometimes.
And I really want to stop this overwhelming feeling.
Really. This is killing me......
This is really haunting me every night. Please, just stop.


Everyday I tell myself, "No, I don't miss you. I don't miss you at all. I really don't"
How much do I actually mean it?
Fuck the whole world.



Lyrics:
One, two, three, four
Take me away to January
I'm done with this year
I'm tired of everyone here
I just need some time alone
Before I'm ready to come back home

There's gotta be something else out there for me,
I could feel it in my heart
The day I started to dream.
There's more than this Midwestern town
I can't let this place keep me down

So I tell myself

There's a girl out on the coast of California,
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you
And I can hear them calling my name, tonight

Take me away I need the sand and the waves, the sunset,
And lets not forget those warm Autumn days.
I just need to get out of here
And vist the coast just to see her.

There's gotta be something else out there for me,
I could feel it in my heart the day I started to dream.
There's more than this Midwestern town.
I can't let this place keep me down.

So I tell myself

There's a girl out on the coast of California
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you.
And I can hear it calling my name, tonight

There's a girl out on the coast of California
There's a world out there and it's waiting for you
And I can hear it calling my name, tonight

Take me away to January,
I'm done with this year.
I'm tired of everyone here.
I just need sometime alone before I'm ready to come back home

♥Speechless,

I had a dream, a terrible dream.
And I broke out in tears the moment I woke up

(Try filling these in)


I'll never ever forget how you build me and up and tear me down.
I'll never ever forget how you betrayed me and tell others all that tales and stories.
I'll never ever forgive and forget what you've done to me and you've hurt me.
Even though I've hurt you before, at least I apologised and promised you I'll never do it again.
But you pushed your luck.
I'll never ever forget how you took me for granted and kept me hanging on the line.

I don't wish to detest you and hate you for your life, but I don't have a choice

(I still miss you though, I really do)

♥Such a big mistake,

Bastard Bastard Bastard, go and die.
Bloody lj skinny faggot
You should just go and die, and never come back
I regretted everything I had with you, all the memories.
Omg, what a big mistake

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you
I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you

How I wish I could forget all those memories
which are haunting me every single night