♥I tt you won't ever ever do that, cos i trusted you. You just disappointed me so so much.

I trusted you with all my heart, i trusted you that you wouldn't do this to hurt me. And i trusted you that even if you want to hurt me, i never dreamt that you would do this.

Such expensive gadgets for someone you barely know.. Maybe is not someone you barely knew, maybe you are quite close to the someone, maybe you talk to the someone behind my back even when we are still attached, maybe..... There are just too many maybes, so much so that i can't even think of the worst.

Please try putting yourself in my shoes. Please consider my feelings before doing anything. Please stop hurting me....

Thank God that i have friends, friends who are there for me. Friends like Theodore and Swenn, thanks for everything. True friends like you guys are hard to find. When it was the darkest point of my life, you guys were there for me. You guys stood by me.

♥Only you can save me from my misery that i'm suffering from now

Today stayed home, really bored. Couldn't sleep last night, but finally i fell asleep at five plus when i heard the mrt trains moving.

I still rmb when you came to my place with handmade breakfasts, and company me to school every morning without fail. You'll either take the Mrt or bus to my place. I miss your breakfasts, i really do. Egg and Ham sandwiches? Cheese and Ham sandwiches? Sausages? Honey lemon drink? Chips? I realy miss eating breakfasts every morning with you..

I'm damn bored everyday. I need to do something and not just waste my time away. Maybe i should start working, so i'll not think so much when i'm home alone.

You always thought that i was always stronger to withstand whatever that is happening now. But i'm not as strong as you think.
I always hope to receive a text message or phone call from you everyday. I love you to bits

♥Friends, thanks so much for the surprise. Love, thanks so much for coming. I love you.

Birthday was two days ago. I celebrated it on two seperate days- Thurs and Friday. I celebrated it on Thurs with Celeste, Swenn, Tiffany, Yuqi, Mervyn. Thanks for the cake and the gifts. I appreciated it alot :)

Good friends gave me a surprise on Friday night. I tt they were not gna celebrate my birthday!!!! Cos they told me that all of them were not free. I was damn disappointed!! But.... they went downstairs my place :) And gave me a really really really really surprising suprise!!!! Weeee, my second best birthday i had! :))))

I met them at 7.30pm and they brought gifts :) All of yr presences were the most important thing, and not the gifts actually. And so... while i was wishing, someone was beside me which i actually don't feel it! When i open my eyes, i got a shock of my life. But it was the best best shock ever. I was damn overjoyed that i couldn't help but cried, it was not tears of sorrow but tears of joy. You don't know how much yr presence mean so much to me. After the surprise, we went to have our dinner and we took pictures and went home.

Love,
thanks so much for coming. I was really happy, very very very happy (x10000000) indeed. I had the most shocking shock of my life, which in turn didn't scare me but brighten up my day. The four hours we had tgt are very well-treasured and cherished by me. It has been so long since i last felt so happy ever since things turned sour. And is been such a long time since i last saw you, i miss you god damn much. So much so that i couldn't help but cry when i see you!! I miss you.. really really really too much. Weeeeeeee, i'm smiling to myself now. :)) Anw back to the point... I miss the times we had tgt, both the sad and happy times. And i really wna extend my warmest thanks to you, for coming down and to celebrate my sweet sixteen w me :) I'll not forget my sweet 16 ever ever. :) I love you, hell much.

Friends (Ivy, Shreedhya, Hannah, Jacq, Joey, Bella),
I just wna thank you guys so so so much for this lovely surprise. You guys are really great friends that i really treasure a lot too. Ivy, Hannah, Jacq, Shreedhya, thanks so much for coming!! :) And thanks to the whole group, including Joey and Bella for the surprise too :) Love you, lovelies. I'm really grateful to you guys, I really don't know how to thank you guys for the surprise. This year is my second best birthday ever. I'm glad that i've found friends like you guys that are always here for me. Thanks for everything! :D

Friends (Swenn, Tiffany, Celeste, Mervyn, Yuqi),
Thanks for everything on Thurs too. I appreciate the cake and the gifts too. Thanks for coming, i had rally great fun with you guys. This year's my second best birthday and so, just wna thank you guys! :)

Pictures will be up soon! Weee, i'm a happy bitch :)
I love you so much so that words can't descirbe it.

♥Every night, i pray hard that you can spent my sweet sixteen with me

I'm disappointed, very few are turning up on my birthday.
How does it feels when most of yr friends are not turning up on yr sweet sixteen?


All i want for my birthday is you.

♥My feelings were too loud, that i couldn't even get to hear myself.

Family were great, they surprised me on Sunday with a Strawberry Shortcake birthday cake. Pictures will be up soon.

My sweet sixteen birthday is reaching, in three days time. I'm excited, cos is my sweet sixteen. I think Sweet Sixteen is very important in someone's life. Apart from being qualified to watch a NC16 movie, another reason i think is that this is the point where humans will grow up and mature. I can't believe it myself that I'm 16. How time flies. In a blink of an eye, you may see yourself getting married and starting a family yourself. I'm not trying to exaggerate, but yes, this is how fast time flies.

What is/are my birthday wish(es)?
I have too many to mention.

But the one that i really wish for is that you will celebrate this year's birthday with me. Last year when you celebrate my birthday with me, it was such great joy. Although it was not on the actual day, because i was down with chicken pox(Don't laugh), but i still feel the birthday atmosphere, because i was spending with someone i really love a lot. Everything we do together, everything we wish for together, everything we promise to each other, i remember them so so vividly. That no matter how hard you want me to forget, i won't even forget any of our memories, or i should say that i can't forget any of our memories. You're all that i wished for on this sweet sixteen birthday. I love you.



The pieces of my heart are missing you.

♥I'll remember you, know that i'm always here for you.

I stayed home for the past two days. Didn't feel like going out since is raining too.

I was browsing through my music files, and i found this song.



I think the lyrics are really meaningful, since it is also reflecting my own personal life.

Lyrics:
It has been so long since we have talked
I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change

Cuz what we had can't be replaced
Don't let our memories fade away
Keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
I could do almost anything
You stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

I'll Remember You
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby I'll Remember You

Oooooh

I promise you I won't forget the times we shared
The tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back
To meet again someday
Even though we go seperate ways

You made me believe
I could do almost anything
You stood right by me
Through the tears through everything

I'll Remember You
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby I'll Remember You

If the day should come when you need someone
You know that I'll follow
I will be there
Don't ever let there be a doubt in your mind
Cuz I'll Remember YouYou

I'll Remember You
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby I'll Remember You

♥Thank God i still have the soft toys that were from you, which i can hug to sleep.

Slept really late these few days, and due to that, i've really bad headaches. Can't believe that i'm still yawning now. My appetite.. is getting worse too. Sigh.

I wonder what are you doing now and how are you doing too.
So what if i miss you? But i can't hold you.
This is really killing me.

♥If you're happy this way, i'll try to be happy too because loving someone is to make the person happy.

I hadn't been blogging cos i don't feel like. Well, went out w friends a few days ago. I miss you, so so so badly. I don't wish to disturb you in any way, so please get back to me if you want to. I'll definitely reply. I love you.